By the end of the appointment, after explaining about the medication and diet that I have to take, the owh-you-make-me-want to-smile doctor (seriously doctor ni sangat menarik perwatakan dia :)) said - my specialist from now on I guess,
"Yang paling penting Sabrina, saya tak nak awak takut untuk mencuba sesuatu becuase you'll afraid you'll loose your balance, jangan takut mencuba sesuatu, live life as usual, dont be afraid to drive, dont be afraid to do anything, jangan mengambil sikap avoidance, the more you push yourself, the faster the body will adapt"
I'm trying but sometimes it not that easy :( but I keep reminding myself that what I'm going through may not be as painful as what are others going through.
Next appointment in 2 weeks time.
Lesson learn: Life can change in a split second. Ingatlah 5 perkara sebelum 5 perkara.