I will not be another Thomas Wilson

Up until now, everytime I wished an easy, relaxing life, I remembered back what happen to Thomas Wilson. An idle life planned early will only end tragically. The more I live my life doing nothing, the tougher life gets. Because life is never meant to be lived idle-ly. Everyone has their own destiny. We just have to figured it out. And on the search of finding that destiny,  the alchemist said, "Every search begins with beginner's luck. And every search ends with the victor's being severely tested."

I want to have a goal in life while living in the moment, therefore if I am being severely tested in reaching that goal, life is still enjoyed and hopefully I have no regrets if I were to die. That is better than not being severely tested but die in vain, just like Thomas Wilson in The Lotus Eater. But then again, it is a personal choice, just as a personal choice as to when to get married and why.

S to the T to the U to the P.I.D

Most if not all M.B Selangor's governing decisions.

Why? Read the papers their readers, have I not stated a million time I cant write about my opinions?! Not that I have a court order saying that I cant....eh wait I do :p

*Ok Sabrina sila berhenti berangan nk jadi orang berkuasa di alam blogger ini*

I shall be telling this with a sigh

I have had a hard time trying to sleep a few days now; thinking, trying to figure out how to make the best of each opportunities that came by. I've done solat istikharah and the signs are different from what the heart thinks is best for her owner.

The boy asked the alchemist, "Why dont people hearts tell them to continue to follow their dreams?" . "Because that is what makes the heart suffer most, and heart dont like to suffer"

Now, is syaitan playing with the heart or the omens?

Just saying

Stealing or trying to make someone else bf fall for you consciously (dengan niat that is) is like being an ISO certified bitchlah. Mengoda bf orang sehingga dia tergoda, you're definitely the one at fault not less but just as much as the bf or even more to be blame at. To blame the man pun, he can never really fully understand how hurt a women can feel, but you know exactly how it will feel, dont you? Yeah what a bitch you are. Dan rakan-rakan yang menyokong usaha tersebut pun tergolong dalam golongan yang sama. It doesn't matter whatever reason you give to make that act of yours not sinful sesama wanita, but the truth is you can never do anything more hurtful than that to another women. If you dont mind being label that then fine. Just remember what goes around, comes around. You may get the man but you may lose something more valuable than him in the end.

Whatever it is, based on true stories or not this post is, we cant really just judge a person by a single event. I use to screw up life of those who screwed mine or of my close friends; I used to be a dramaqueen, a great one that is. But slowly I changed, realizing that I gain nothing from that except hurting my feelings even more and turning myself into a dreadful person. I learned to forgive people and forgive myself too and just enjoy life with those who really care about me; letting those who hate me for what ever reason that is to slowly fade away from my thoughts and eventually my life. With that said, to all who might have met the kind of bitch as stated above, just let that girl be, if you think your man is worth fighting for than fight in a charming way to win his heart back, dont let yourself be a bitch too, you might be satisfied in the short run, but in the long run, you will only hurt yourself even more.

The phrase, love is blind, is just so lame.Yeah, I wont encourage a friend to try someone else bf by saying 'it is better to try and being rejected than not to try and continue wondering about it', will definitely say 'Dont be a bitch babe, cause Karma is a bitch too you know'. Karma is a bitch.